SIMPLE:
Hi my name is: Angel Ahebeau
But you can call me: Angel
When I'm nervous: either start to cry or biet my nails/lips, but I also do that when Im bored too.
Last night: not bad, stayed up a bit later than planned, but Fun playing family fued
PART 1: YOU
Were you a planned baby? yupp, well at least to my knowlegde
Were you the first? hell no
Are your parents still married? My mom passed away <3<3
PART 2: YOUR PERSONALITY
Do you have low self esteem? yupp,
Do you get depressed easily? very ,
PART 3: APPEARANCE
Are you comfortable with the way you look? sometimes, most the time
Describe your hair: long, faded red so kinda faint orange/red
Where do you buy most of your clothes?umm walmart? value village, gothical is cool but yea cheap places
PART 4: RANDOM
Ever been kicked out of a bar?nope :(
Ever drunk dial an ex? hahaha actually yes...
Can you tie a cherry stem using your tongue? no , I tried too.. lol
PART 5: THE OUTDOORS
Do you prefer indoors or outdoors? outdoors, as long as I can be warm
Do you like walking in the rain? yes .
Do you like thunderstorms? yees ,
PART 6: FOOD
Are you a vegetarian? no way .
Anything you absolutely could eat forever? dont think so I would eventually get sick of it
PART 7: RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE
Do you want to get married? yeah .
Have you ever been in love? mhmm
Are you in a relationship now? yep .
Who was your last kiss? Dez duh!
PART 8: RANDOM QUESTIONS
1. Where is your cell phone? dont have one
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? Dezzy! <3
3. Your hair? needs to be dyed
4. Your style? whatever i like .
5. Cheesecake? yummmmmmm .
6. Siblings?4 brothers
7. Your dream last night? dont remember
8. Your favorite drink? pepsi, milk, water
9. Car you want? mazda miata or rx7 or rx8
10. The room you are in: livign room ,
11. Your life goal?: dont kno
12. Your fears?: spiders.
13. Piercings? nose , ears, tongue, lip, eyebrow, belly, .
14. Tonight: sleep?
15. Last night? already said fun!
16. Check out Superbad? ugh
17. Things on your wishlist?a watch! lol a little black leather watch! lol and boggle.. lol
18. Where did you grow up? Zelma/Allan
19. Favorite movie? Sabrina
20. What are you wearings? jeans and shirt
21. Tattoos? rose on my back
22. Ketchup? okay i guess
23. Your computer? just a home built one
24. Your friends? are awesome
25. Your mood? tired, buzzed
26. Missing?sleep? .
27. What are you thinking about right now? everything .
28. Your car/truck is? outside .
29. Your work? DOLLARAMA!!! hehehehe !
30. Your summer?took ajusting ,
31. Your favorite song? dont know if I could name just one...
32. Your favorite color? black , red , purple silver, hot pink
33. When is the last time you laughed? 2 hours ago?
34. Last time you cried? 2 days ago.
35. High school? allan.
36. Last text? 'no cell
35. Last recived call? nope
38. Last IM? nope
39. Crushing? nope
40. Life? mysterious
Monday, November 17, 2008
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Saturday, November 8, 2008
military fashion show - And One
cutiest girl behind my door
everybody's hiding in love from war
the beauty broke down their chains somehow
who's gonna living on my body now
a growing pain within my pop divine
will I ever regret the line
switching on the light
I will not reassign
girlfriend's girlfriends never could be mine
drop her white pants wide open warm
now she's slipping on her uniform
and every second would become so misdefined
girlfriend's girlfriends never could be mine
what can I do
what can I say
choose your weapon, time to pay
forget about the second day
we could be friends
with a kiss and flow
choose your weapon, time to go
a military fashion show
cutiest girl ask for more
unfortunately someone's creeping on my floor
an empty glass, a topless babe, a knock on the door
girlfriend's girlfriends never could be more
what can I do
what can I say
choose your weapon, time to pay
forget about the second day
we could be friends
with a kiss and flow
choose your weapon, time to go
a military fashion show
what can I do
what can I say
choose your weapon, time to pay
forget about the second day
what can I do
what can I say
choose your weapon, time to pay
forget about the second day
we could be friends
with a kiss and flow
choose your weapon, time to go
a military fashion show
what can I do
what can I say
choose your weapon, time to pay
forget about the second day
we could be friends
with a kiss and flow
choose your weapon, time to go
a military fashion show
forget about the second day
forget about the second day
forget about the second day
everybody's hiding in love from war
the beauty broke down their chains somehow
who's gonna living on my body now
a growing pain within my pop divine
will I ever regret the line
switching on the light
I will not reassign
girlfriend's girlfriends never could be mine
drop her white pants wide open warm
now she's slipping on her uniform
and every second would become so misdefined
girlfriend's girlfriends never could be mine
what can I do
what can I say
choose your weapon, time to pay
forget about the second day
we could be friends
with a kiss and flow
choose your weapon, time to go
a military fashion show
cutiest girl ask for more
unfortunately someone's creeping on my floor
an empty glass, a topless babe, a knock on the door
girlfriend's girlfriends never could be more
what can I do
what can I say
choose your weapon, time to pay
forget about the second day
we could be friends
with a kiss and flow
choose your weapon, time to go
a military fashion show
what can I do
what can I say
choose your weapon, time to pay
forget about the second day
what can I do
what can I say
choose your weapon, time to pay
forget about the second day
we could be friends
with a kiss and flow
choose your weapon, time to go
a military fashion show
what can I do
what can I say
choose your weapon, time to pay
forget about the second day
we could be friends
with a kiss and flow
choose your weapon, time to go
a military fashion show
forget about the second day
forget about the second day
forget about the second day
Friday, November 7, 2008
another quizzy
1. Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a B?
haha yea
2. Say you were given a drug test right now. Would you pass?
sure
3. Do you know anyone in jail/prison?
no
4. Do you like the color green?
In general.
5. Who is the last person you sent a text message to?
havent sent one in forever
6. Ever drove to the ghetto to get drugs?
haha no
7. Last restaurant you went to?
botanica
8. Last voicemail you received?
from work
9. What did you do yesterday?
stayed home, watched star trek, not a lot
10. What's the first thing you would do with 5 million dollars?
Pay off my student loans, buy us a house, and quit work to write. And maybe have babies. (I know, I totally plagarized that from Caryn)
11. Have you ever been on your school's track team?
no
12. Do you have any piercings?
Ears, nose, tongue, eyebrow, bellybutton, lip
13. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you?
maybe
14. Do you swear at your parents?
I don't even swear in front of them, let alone at them.
15. Is your phone right beside you?
Nope.
16. Have you cried today?
Nope
17. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
prolly
18. What kind of bedsheets do you have?
we have a duvet comforter
19. Have you ever crawled through a window?
sure
20. Are you photogenic?
sure
21. What do you spend most of your money on?
rent, bills, baby stuff
22. Do you have a tattoo?
yupp a rose in between my shoulders
23. Is there a secret you've never told any of your friends?
if i do I forget the secret
24. Have you ever told someone you loved them but didn't mean it at all?
no
25. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
im from a small town and i did long road trips to ontario.. so yes
26. Are your parents married/divorced/separated?
Widowed
27. What objects are around you right now?
another comp, chair, baby, lol
28. Are you genuinely happy?
In general.
29.Do you have trust issues?
To a certain degree, yes.
30. Are you looking forward to tomorrow?
Not really. Work. Blargh.
31. Where's the last place you went?
work?
32. Do you miss someone right now?
meh no
33. Name someone who made you smile today?
Dez :D
34. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Rolling over in bed.
35. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
re-writing my resume
36. What did you do last night?
star trek and comp
37. What is your Mom's name?
Penny
38. Three words to explain why you last threw up?
bad bad food
39. What color is your hairbrush?
black and blue and the other is black and red
40. What was the last thing you bought?
pop
41. Where do you keep your money?
bank mostly
42. What was the weather like today?
Haven't been out yet. Looks gray and cold and miserable. Yay, Saskatchewan. *grumble*
Randoms
Who is your go to person?: Dez or Brady
Who do you miss?: my mommy
Who did you last hang out with?: Dez
Who is the weirdest person you know?:haha that list has a lot of ties..
Do you ever think people hate you for filling these out?: Probably. Don't really care though, since it amuses me.
Do you ever sing in the shower when no one is home?: Oh yeah.
Have you ever liked someone solely because of their appearance?:
Who hasn't? Ogling eye candy is hardly a sin.
Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?: no
Do you know how to knit?: Nope. my mom tried to show me though lol
Physics or chemistry?: I hate chemistry but i love physics
Pink or teal?: pink
Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, or Star Wars?: tuff, toss up between LOTR and Star wars
Have you ever bought anything from Sears?: prolly
When is the last time you went out for lunch?: a long time ago
Do you make friends easily?: not really
What are you thinking now?: im tired
If you were a crayon what color would you be?: white
What makes you happy? dezzy and dom and poutine :D
haha yea
2. Say you were given a drug test right now. Would you pass?
sure
3. Do you know anyone in jail/prison?
no
4. Do you like the color green?
In general.
5. Who is the last person you sent a text message to?
havent sent one in forever
6. Ever drove to the ghetto to get drugs?
haha no
7. Last restaurant you went to?
botanica
8. Last voicemail you received?
from work
9. What did you do yesterday?
stayed home, watched star trek, not a lot
10. What's the first thing you would do with 5 million dollars?
Pay off my student loans, buy us a house, and quit work to write. And maybe have babies. (I know, I totally plagarized that from Caryn)
11. Have you ever been on your school's track team?
no
12. Do you have any piercings?
Ears, nose, tongue, eyebrow, bellybutton, lip
13. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you?
maybe
14. Do you swear at your parents?
I don't even swear in front of them, let alone at them.
15. Is your phone right beside you?
Nope.
16. Have you cried today?
Nope
17. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
prolly
18. What kind of bedsheets do you have?
we have a duvet comforter
19. Have you ever crawled through a window?
sure
20. Are you photogenic?
sure
21. What do you spend most of your money on?
rent, bills, baby stuff
22. Do you have a tattoo?
yupp a rose in between my shoulders
23. Is there a secret you've never told any of your friends?
if i do I forget the secret
24. Have you ever told someone you loved them but didn't mean it at all?
no
25. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
im from a small town and i did long road trips to ontario.. so yes
26. Are your parents married/divorced/separated
Widowed
27. What objects are around you right now?
another comp, chair, baby, lol
28. Are you genuinely happy?
In general.
29.Do you have trust issues?
To a certain degree, yes.
30. Are you looking forward to tomorrow?
Not really. Work. Blargh.
31. Where's the last place you went?
work?
32. Do you miss someone right now?
meh no
33. Name someone who made you smile today?
Dez :D
34. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Rolling over in bed.
35. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
re-writing my resume
36. What did you do last night?
star trek and comp
37. What is your Mom's name?
Penny
38. Three words to explain why you last threw up?
bad bad food
39. What color is your hairbrush?
black and blue and the other is black and red
40. What was the last thing you bought?
pop
41. Where do you keep your money?
bank mostly
42. What was the weather like today?
Haven't been out yet. Looks gray and cold and miserable. Yay, Saskatchewan. *grumble*
Randoms
Who is your go to person?: Dez or Brady
Who do you miss?: my mommy
Who did you last hang out with?: Dez
Who is the weirdest person you know?:haha that list has a lot of ties..
Do you ever think people hate you for filling these out?: Probably. Don't really care though, since it amuses me.
Do you ever sing in the shower when no one is home?: Oh yeah.
Have you ever liked someone solely because of their appearance?:
Who hasn't? Ogling eye candy is hardly a sin.
Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?: no
Do you know how to knit?: Nope. my mom tried to show me though lol
Physics or chemistry?: I hate chemistry but i love physics
Pink or teal?: pink
Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, or Star Wars?: tuff, toss up between LOTR and Star wars
Have you ever bought anything from Sears?: prolly
When is the last time you went out for lunch?: a long time ago
Do you make friends easily?: not really
What are you thinking now?: im tired
If you were a crayon what color would you be?: white
What makes you happy? dezzy and dom and poutine :D
Friday, October 24, 2008
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. What does it say?
no book near me at all...
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there?
another comp
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
supernatural
4. without looking, guess what time it is:
7
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
6:58
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
staind
7. When did you last step outside?
when i got hoem from sobeys
8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
dezzy's comp
9. What are you wearing?
shirt and black jeans
10. Did you dream last night?
no
11. When did you last laugh?
today
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
pictures/posters
13. Seen anything weird lately?
I live with dez... enough said
14. What do you think of this quiz?
yay...cough cough
15. What is the last film you saw?
dont actually know lol, guess it wasnt that good
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you do?
pay off my debt, buy a house, car and pay for school
17. Do you like to dance?
yes
18. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Dustie Sylea
19. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Dominic Emery... liek I did name him
20. Would you ever consider living abroad?
maybe
21. So far who did you talk to the most today?
Dez
22. What is the best name for a butler?
bob..
23. What is the thing you are picked on most about?
dunno, my hair?
24. What was your last weird encounter?
god to count them...
25. Do you remember the part from Bambi when Bambi learns to say bear?
he doesnt say bear he says bird.. lol
26. How many good friends do you have?
2 Dez and Brady
27. What's the weirdest thing you have ever eaten?
lol too many to mention
28. What colour are your socks today?
black
29. What is your favourite word that starts with the letter G?
grope
30. Who do you blame for your mood today?
all the dumb ppl in the world
31. If Ricky Martin had a trademark what would it be?
being hit by a bus...
32. What is something scientists need to invent?
I have thought about many a thing, but cant remember one right now..
33. What is the closest object to your left foot?
im sitting on it so my bum
34. Who is your favourite 'Golden Girl'?
i unno
35. Do you have an inside joke that has to do with numbers?
maybe?
36. What is the longest amount of hours you have slept in a row?
12
37. What story do you tell most often?
i tell a lot
38. How do ugly people make you feel?
pretty
39. Where is your mother's hometown?
Somewhere in Ontario, by the shore on lake Ontario and Wilberforce
40. Where was your father’s hometown?
Fredericton
41. What are the posters on your walls?
Mortal Kombat 2, luis royo (angel poster)
42. Say two words that rhyme.
tee pee
43.Do you use online terms in real life?
no
44. What do you think people think of you?
many differ opinions
45. Do you think this year will be better than the last?
maybe
46. Who is the 1st person you'd call if you won the lottery?
Dez then my dad
47. Do you know who Salad Fingers is?
duh
48. What is the stupidest thing you have ever done?
i unno i dont see anythign really as that bad
49. What is your favourite commercial of the moment?
thats the beauty of no tv..no commercials either!!
50. What are you looking forward to?
my next day off
51. Have you ever cried because you thought you were ugly?
nope
52. Who did you kiss today?
dez and dom
53. What do you like to do when you are alone?
nothing
54. Who are your 2 favourite characters on Full House?
Uncle Jesse and little michelle
55. What is missing from your life?
money and a house and a good car..
56. Would you be ashamed if you wore hippy clothes?
nope
57. Grab the closest book, what does the 6th sentence on the 52 page say?
again... no book
58. When was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?
like a month ago
59. If it was your last day on earth what shoes would you wear?
my old platforms <3
60. Do you own a Super Nintendo?
Used to.
61. What do you think of Law and Order?
meh
62. Can you name all 7 dwarfs?
lets see: grumpy, dopey,happy, sleepy, bashful, doc, sneezy (and i only had to look up sneezy)
63. Have you ever pretended to be Jewish?
no, but dez is..
64. What was the last thing you thought you lost, but ended up finding?
god knows
65. What were you doing at midnight last night?
going to bed
66. If you had a ball of clay what would you mold it into?
a round circlular object
67. Do you have any famous relatives?
i had/have a great uncle who is rich from a fish market.. lol in New brunswick
68. Have you ever pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
i work with elevators all day... dumb hotel, and yet i still havent
69. Have you ever baked with an easy bake oven?
yes!!!
70. Have you ever gone to school when you didn’t remember you had the day off?
no
71. Have you ever owned a Spirograph?
yeah I loved those
72. What was the last thing you bought?
food
73. Who was the last person that spent the night at your house?
Brady
74. What was the last song you sang out loud?
any song from "REPO! he Genetic Opera" soundtrack <3 (galaxy nov 7th)
75. When was the last time you ate ice cream?
withen the last month
no book near me at all...
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there?
another comp
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
supernatural
4. without looking, guess what time it is:
7
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
6:58
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
staind
7. When did you last step outside?
when i got hoem from sobeys
8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
dezzy's comp
9. What are you wearing?
shirt and black jeans
10. Did you dream last night?
no
11. When did you last laugh?
today
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
pictures/posters
13. Seen anything weird lately?
I live with dez... enough said
14. What do you think of this quiz?
yay...cough cough
15. What is the last film you saw?
dont actually know lol, guess it wasnt that good
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you do?
pay off my debt, buy a house, car and pay for school
17. Do you like to dance?
yes
18. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Dustie Sylea
19. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Dominic Emery... liek I did name him
20. Would you ever consider living abroad?
maybe
21. So far who did you talk to the most today?
Dez
22. What is the best name for a butler?
bob..
23. What is the thing you are picked on most about?
dunno, my hair?
24. What was your last weird encounter?
god to count them...
25. Do you remember the part from Bambi when Bambi learns to say bear?
he doesnt say bear he says bird.. lol
26. How many good friends do you have?
2 Dez and Brady
27. What's the weirdest thing you have ever eaten?
lol too many to mention
28. What colour are your socks today?
black
29. What is your favourite word that starts with the letter G?
grope
30. Who do you blame for your mood today?
all the dumb ppl in the world
31. If Ricky Martin had a trademark what would it be?
being hit by a bus...
32. What is something scientists need to invent?
I have thought about many a thing, but cant remember one right now..
33. What is the closest object to your left foot?
im sitting on it so my bum
34. Who is your favourite 'Golden Girl'?
i unno
35. Do you have an inside joke that has to do with numbers?
maybe?
36. What is the longest amount of hours you have slept in a row?
12
37. What story do you tell most often?
i tell a lot
38. How do ugly people make you feel?
pretty
39. Where is your mother's hometown?
Somewhere in Ontario, by the shore on lake Ontario and Wilberforce
40. Where was your father’s hometown?
Fredericton
41. What are the posters on your walls?
Mortal Kombat 2, luis royo (angel poster)
42. Say two words that rhyme.
tee pee
43.Do you use online terms in real life?
no
44. What do you think people think of you?
many differ opinions
45. Do you think this year will be better than the last?
maybe
46. Who is the 1st person you'd call if you won the lottery?
Dez then my dad
47. Do you know who Salad Fingers is?
duh
48. What is the stupidest thing you have ever done?
i unno i dont see anythign really as that bad
49. What is your favourite commercial of the moment?
thats the beauty of no tv..no commercials either!!
50. What are you looking forward to?
my next day off
51. Have you ever cried because you thought you were ugly?
nope
52. Who did you kiss today?
dez and dom
53. What do you like to do when you are alone?
nothing
54. Who are your 2 favourite characters on Full House?
Uncle Jesse and little michelle
55. What is missing from your life?
money and a house and a good car..
56. Would you be ashamed if you wore hippy clothes?
nope
57. Grab the closest book, what does the 6th sentence on the 52 page say?
again... no book
58. When was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?
like a month ago
59. If it was your last day on earth what shoes would you wear?
my old platforms <3
60. Do you own a Super Nintendo?
Used to.
61. What do you think of Law and Order?
meh
62. Can you name all 7 dwarfs?
lets see: grumpy, dopey,happy, sleepy, bashful, doc, sneezy (and i only had to look up sneezy)
63. Have you ever pretended to be Jewish?
no, but dez is..
64. What was the last thing you thought you lost, but ended up finding?
god knows
65. What were you doing at midnight last night?
going to bed
66. If you had a ball of clay what would you mold it into?
a round circlular object
67. Do you have any famous relatives?
i had/have a great uncle who is rich from a fish market.. lol in New brunswick
68. Have you ever pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
i work with elevators all day... dumb hotel, and yet i still havent
69. Have you ever baked with an easy bake oven?
yes!!!
70. Have you ever gone to school when you didn’t remember you had the day off?
no
71. Have you ever owned a Spirograph?
yeah I loved those
72. What was the last thing you bought?
food
73. Who was the last person that spent the night at your house?
Brady
74. What was the last song you sang out loud?
any song from "REPO! he Genetic Opera" soundtrack <3 (galaxy nov 7th)
75. When was the last time you ate ice cream?
withen the last month
Friday, October 17, 2008
its been a while
Not all that much to update, I have/had red hair, but it faded to orange, but im er-dyeing it soon. I have a photo shoot on monday, which im excited for, I cant wait to get back into modeling. I love and miss being in front of a camera.
My job is going okay, i liek the idea of the job, i love the cleanign rooms thing, but the managers and the lack of organization/communication is very annoying. Either way life goes on, and i get past it.
The other day at work i comepletly broke down, I was making a bed, and i started feeling flusterd and anxious. I started crying and freaking out, im not sure why really, just too much stress piled up and finally fell over.. i ended up punching a metal door before I had calmed down, I didnt get hurt, and im doing better. I went to the doctor and Im going to go to a councellor here soon, because all this stress in my life is starting to ruin me. Im tryign very hard to not do anythign stupid, and ive been doing good. I have been gettign snippy with Dez and he knows I dont mean it, and im trying really hard.
my body and brain is just tired of holding everything in, i just need to get it out.
what else is new, nothing else really
yea thats about it
My job is going okay, i liek the idea of the job, i love the cleanign rooms thing, but the managers and the lack of organization/communication is very annoying. Either way life goes on, and i get past it.
The other day at work i comepletly broke down, I was making a bed, and i started feeling flusterd and anxious. I started crying and freaking out, im not sure why really, just too much stress piled up and finally fell over.. i ended up punching a metal door before I had calmed down, I didnt get hurt, and im doing better. I went to the doctor and Im going to go to a councellor here soon, because all this stress in my life is starting to ruin me. Im tryign very hard to not do anythign stupid, and ive been doing good. I have been gettign snippy with Dez and he knows I dont mean it, and im trying really hard.
my body and brain is just tired of holding everything in, i just need to get it out.
what else is new, nothing else really
yea thats about it
Thursday, September 18, 2008
short
so Im liking my new job, and im finally not being trained anymore, yay!
but im always so tired and exausted when I come home. That part sucks..
but oh well
yea that sall i can write.. lol i cant keep my eyes open to type
night!
but im always so tired and exausted when I come home. That part sucks..
but oh well
yea that sall i can write.. lol i cant keep my eyes open to type
night!
Thursday, August 21, 2008
40 questions
Forty Secrets About Yourself
Be HONEST no matter what.
1. Is that your natural hair color?
technically no but its back to a shade of brown
2. Where was your default pic taken?
home prolly
3. What's your middle name?
Lucille Hope
4. Your current relationship status?
Happy! and taken!
5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
pretty sure he does :)
6. What is your current mood?
bored, kinda hyper, and just meh
7.What color underwear are you wearing?
blue jean design
8.What makes you happy?
Dominic
9. How old do you want to be?
25ish forever i guess
10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?
quite a bit actually...
11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be?
some creature that can go far underneath the water :D oh the places we cannot go
12. Ever had a near death experience?
maybe? I dont remember
13. Something you do a lot?
comp, movies
14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
For once I don't have a song in my head.
15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
An old friend, Nicole
16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
garfield the cat? lol
17. When was the last time you cried?
a few days ago
18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
not erally
19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
i really dont know, i really dont
20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
hairstyle, lol
21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
I don't.
22. Whats your biggest secret?
not that easy..
23. What's your favorite color?
reds,purples, blacks,silver
24. When was the last time you lied?
not a for while
25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV show? Disney movies are awesome
26. What are you eating right now?
Nothing (surprisingly)
28. Do you speak any other language?
technicallyyes, but I cant go off saying which one... ;)
29. What's your favorite smell?
Treseme Paris tm (my moms perfume..)
30. If you could describe life in one word what would it be?
tough
31. When was the last time you gave/received a hug
earlier this afternoon
32. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
yupp
33. What are you thinking about right now?
my face is itchy?
34. What should you be doing right now?
Sleeping.
35. What was the last thing that made you upset?
nothing really
36. How often do you pray?
rarely, but when im feeling scared and alone I do....
37. Do you like working in the yard?
I miss it, but i dont know if i like it.
38. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Shut up, idiot questions.
39. Name 5 things in your closet.
baby car seat, clothes, beanie babies, hangers, boxes, papers
40. Do you act differently around your crush?
why? whats the point?
Be HONEST no matter what.
1. Is that your natural hair color?
technically no but its back to a shade of brown
2. Where was your default pic taken?
home prolly
3. What's your middle name?
Lucille Hope
4. Your current relationship status?
Happy! and taken!
5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
pretty sure he does :)
6. What is your current mood?
bored, kinda hyper, and just meh
7.What color underwear are you wearing?
blue jean design
8.What makes you happy?
Dominic
9. How old do you want to be?
25ish forever i guess
10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?
quite a bit actually...
11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be?
some creature that can go far underneath the water :D oh the places we cannot go
12. Ever had a near death experience?
maybe? I dont remember
13. Something you do a lot?
comp, movies
14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
For once I don't have a song in my head.
15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
An old friend, Nicole
16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
garfield the cat? lol
17. When was the last time you cried?
a few days ago
18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
not erally
19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
i really dont know, i really dont
20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
hairstyle, lol
21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
I don't.
22. Whats your biggest secret?
not that easy..
23. What's your favorite color?
reds,purples, blacks,silver
24. When was the last time you lied?
not a for while
25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV show? Disney movies are awesome
26. What are you eating right now?
Nothing (surprisingly)
28. Do you speak any other language?
technicallyyes, but I cant go off saying which one... ;)
29. What's your favorite smell?
Treseme Paris tm (my moms perfume..)
30. If you could describe life in one word what would it be?
tough
31. When was the last time you gave/received a hug
earlier this afternoon
32. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
yupp
33. What are you thinking about right now?
my face is itchy?
34. What should you be doing right now?
Sleeping.
35. What was the last thing that made you upset?
nothing really
36. How often do you pray?
rarely, but when im feeling scared and alone I do....
37. Do you like working in the yard?
I miss it, but i dont know if i like it.
38. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Shut up, idiot questions.
39. Name 5 things in your closet.
baby car seat, clothes, beanie babies, hangers, boxes, papers
40. Do you act differently around your crush?
why? whats the point?
Saturday, August 16, 2008
YAY WAFFLEMAKER!
So we picked up a waffle maker yesterday, yay, I love waffles and I never actually had a waffle maker befoer and I always wanted one, so yay!
Dezzy's comp died yesterday, we think he might have shocked the processor so yea its dead, and it sucks because now he is sad and grumpy, he loevs his comp... but its an $$ fix.. hopefully we can fix it soon.
Went grocery shopping yesterday with Dominic. HE was really good, I was surprised, either way, after I had to grab a few things from extra foods, and as I was walking to checkout I ran into Brenda (Tysene's mom) So we chatted for a few minutes, it was kinda awkward but oh well.
Dom has been having issues with the word "no" For a while he nuderstood and would stop doing whatever he was doing when we said stop, then for a while it turned into when we woudl say no, he would smile and do it anyways. but now if i say no (no matter how loud and scary) he still does it, but he acts as though he didnt even hear me, no flinching nothing. And he wotn stop turnign on and off the tv or changnig channel to static super great when its loud btw) or the dishwasher, whether its going or not he will turn the dial, like whens its still washign he will turn it to dry.. and there is still soap inside... lol joys of being a parent, but im confused because he used to listen to no, and he used to at least acknowledge the fact that we said something... I dunno its kinda annoying..
Im hoping to go hand out some resumes here soon, yay jobs! yea nothign much to post on that topic...
lol
but im giong to go relax or something, I had just finished cleaning the kitchen (under the stove, which was super gross, i hate moving apt stoves..., and the counters all appliances etc, lol so its all shiny and shyt
byE!
Dezzy's comp died yesterday, we think he might have shocked the processor so yea its dead, and it sucks because now he is sad and grumpy, he loevs his comp... but its an $$ fix.. hopefully we can fix it soon.
Went grocery shopping yesterday with Dominic. HE was really good, I was surprised, either way, after I had to grab a few things from extra foods, and as I was walking to checkout I ran into Brenda (Tysene's mom) So we chatted for a few minutes, it was kinda awkward but oh well.
Dom has been having issues with the word "no" For a while he nuderstood and would stop doing whatever he was doing when we said stop, then for a while it turned into when we woudl say no, he would smile and do it anyways. but now if i say no (no matter how loud and scary) he still does it, but he acts as though he didnt even hear me, no flinching nothing. And he wotn stop turnign on and off the tv or changnig channel to static super great when its loud btw) or the dishwasher, whether its going or not he will turn the dial, like whens its still washign he will turn it to dry.. and there is still soap inside... lol joys of being a parent, but im confused because he used to listen to no, and he used to at least acknowledge the fact that we said something... I dunno its kinda annoying..
Im hoping to go hand out some resumes here soon, yay jobs! yea nothign much to post on that topic...
lol
but im giong to go relax or something, I had just finished cleaning the kitchen (under the stove, which was super gross, i hate moving apt stoves..., and the counters all appliances etc, lol so its all shiny and shyt
byE!
Friday, August 8, 2008
yay paintshop pro!
So I finally installed paint shop pro X2 and I finally decided to play around with it.
I decided to make a doll
and this is what came out.
I really like it, I want to make more and Im going to cal them "Distress Dolls"
I decided to make a doll
and this is what came out.
I really like it, I want to make more and Im going to cal them "Distress Dolls"
Sunday, August 3, 2008
blah
Nothing really new
Went to the fringe on Friday with Chris and Ninnette! (hope your name is spelled right) It was fun, made me miss being noticeably different. Watching all the punk/goth people and the people with their own styles.
Dez and I bought two used gamecube games. Spryo: enter the dragonfly (we were really trying to find the original 3 for playstation, still looking too, stupid city being sold out everywhere) and we bought ribbit king, it a golf game (for kids mostly lol but fun) but you hit frogs instead and your fun creatures and there are like bubble baloons with points, spider webs which act as a trampoline, lol its fun, I had been looking for it for ages, apparently they only made so many copies of the game so yea..
other than that not too much is new
Realised how smart Dominic actually is. And how stubborn.. lol Like he know what most things mean, he just sometimes wont listen.. lol
his gooing and gahing are getting more intense too!
His molars are coming through more, and he is cranky and in pain alot. poor lil guy
Finally figured out how to make my screen brighter on my comp. Because I have such an old CRT screen, it was at 100% on brightness, but for soem reason i never looked (until today) at my videocard options, adn it let me make it even britgher!! yay! (some pictuers, if it was a bit dark.. my screen made it real dark) oh well problem solved
signe dup for a new avatar/forum site www.zantarni.com/ its pretty cool, really new though. Its liek a fantasy based forum rpg, you can get a mini job (you dont actually so anything but you get gold and then you can buy clothes and accesories) Im not big on forums sites but i like creating characters
but i got to do dishes and make some food for myself
<3
Went to the fringe on Friday with Chris and Ninnette! (hope your name is spelled right) It was fun, made me miss being noticeably different. Watching all the punk/goth people and the people with their own styles.
Dez and I bought two used gamecube games. Spryo: enter the dragonfly (we were really trying to find the original 3 for playstation, still looking too, stupid city being sold out everywhere) and we bought ribbit king, it a golf game (for kids mostly lol but fun) but you hit frogs instead and your fun creatures and there are like bubble baloons with points, spider webs which act as a trampoline, lol its fun, I had been looking for it for ages, apparently they only made so many copies of the game so yea..
other than that not too much is new
Realised how smart Dominic actually is. And how stubborn.. lol Like he know what most things mean, he just sometimes wont listen.. lol
his gooing and gahing are getting more intense too!
His molars are coming through more, and he is cranky and in pain alot. poor lil guy
Finally figured out how to make my screen brighter on my comp. Because I have such an old CRT screen, it was at 100% on brightness, but for soem reason i never looked (until today) at my videocard options, adn it let me make it even britgher!! yay! (some pictuers, if it was a bit dark.. my screen made it real dark) oh well problem solved
signe dup for a new avatar/forum site www.zantarni.com/ its pretty cool, really new though. Its liek a fantasy based forum rpg, you can get a mini job (you dont actually so anything but you get gold and then you can buy clothes and accesories) Im not big on forums sites but i like creating characters
but i got to do dishes and make some food for myself
<3
Monday, July 28, 2008
Stolez
DO YOU SNORE? no
LOVER OR A FIGHTER? both, depends on the day, the mood, the weather, the happenings of the day and the monthly cycle
WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? Something happening to Dominic or Dez
AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER? had tons of lego but rarely did anything with it
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"? interesting but some thigns are a lot better
DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? Absolutely!pretty much everything, pencils, pens, nails... lol
WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? YES.
HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? What single life?
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? black
DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? used to
HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? not yet
ANY SECRET TALENTS? no?
WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? if it has a beach or a pool, with room service im cool ^^
HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI? yes
HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"? <3 love that movie
DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE? honestly not really, i do but at the very same time i dont
HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP? I'm too impatient to lick, I chew
CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS? Never tried, have you?
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE? no
ARE SPEEDO'S HOT? bleck
LOVER OR A FIGHTER? both, depends on the day, the mood, the weather, the happenings of the day and the monthly cycle
WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? Something happening to Dominic or Dez
AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER? had tons of lego but rarely did anything with it
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"? interesting but some thigns are a lot better
DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? Absolutely!pretty much everything, pencils, pens, nails... lol
WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? YES.
HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? What single life?
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? black
DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? used to
HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? not yet
ANY SECRET TALENTS? no?
WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? if it has a beach or a pool, with room service im cool ^^
HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI? yes
HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"? <3 love that movie
DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE? honestly not really, i do but at the very same time i dont
HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP? I'm too impatient to lick, I chew
CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS? Never tried, have you?
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE? no
ARE SPEEDO'S HOT? bleck
WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING? for food and survival? cool. For fun? not cool
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE? maybe, hopefully
DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? nope it sucks
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO? penicillin
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"? earlier today
IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE? didn't care that he ever was
DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS? not really
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? over easy
ARE BLONDES DUMB? no...
WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?the dryer eats it..
WHAT TIME IS IT? 1:18 pm
DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME? not really
IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING? after watching "supersize me", yes. While eating it, no
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR? yesterday
DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS? showers
IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL? maybe
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? no
WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO? computer maybe?
CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER? crunchy!
HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE? no
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY? ...2ce
IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE? epidurals good ^^
ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS? nope
HAVE YOU EVER HITCH HIKED? no
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? Brown
WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Today
DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE? sure??
WHOSE LIFE IS BETTER? what the
ARE YOU PSYCHIC? your dumb...
HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"? nope
DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS? nope
CAN YOU SKATEBOARD? used to be able too
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE? maybe, hopefully
DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? nope it sucks
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO? penicillin
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"? earlier today
IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE? didn't care that he ever was
DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS? not really
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? over easy
ARE BLONDES DUMB? no...
WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?the dryer eats it..
WHAT TIME IS IT? 1:18 pm
DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME? not really
IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING? after watching "supersize me", yes. While eating it, no
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR? yesterday
DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS? showers
IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL? maybe
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? no
WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO? computer maybe?
CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER? crunchy!
HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE? no
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY? ...2ce
IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE? epidurals good ^^
ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS? nope
HAVE YOU EVER HITCH HIKED? no
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? Brown
WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Today
DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE? sure??
WHOSE LIFE IS BETTER? what the
ARE YOU PSYCHIC? your dumb...
HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"? nope
DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS? nope
CAN YOU SKATEBOARD? used to be able too
DO YOU LIKE CAMPING? so far bad experiences but I want to liek it
DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH? yes but rarely
DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC? not sure
IS A DOG A MAN'S BEST FRIEND? no
YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE? no
CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK? no
DOES YOUR MOM KNOW YOU HAVE A MYSPACE? no
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? chips.. at like 11am
DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH? yes
DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW? yes.. Dezzy!! <3
WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL? most of them
DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE? nope, thank god
FAVORITE BAND AT THE MOMENT? not sure, Disturb's new cd rocks thought ^^ <3
DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH? yes but rarely
DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC? not sure
IS A DOG A MAN'S BEST FRIEND? no
YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE? no
CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK? no
DOES YOUR MOM KNOW YOU HAVE A MYSPACE? no
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? chips.. at like 11am
DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH? yes
DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW? yes.. Dezzy!! <3
WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL? most of them
DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE? nope, thank god
FAVORITE BAND AT THE MOMENT? not sure, Disturb's new cd rocks thought ^^ <3
Ya first post
Yay! Lets see howl ong I can keep this blog up for.. lol
Well for starters a cute picture of Dominic on his first birthday party!
We had forgotten our camera so we have to wait for other people to send up pictures. :(
Man he has grown so much, its insane. To think over a year ago he was inside me and like not here. He is so cute and he is teaching me so much.
<3
With me Im still trying to figure things out. I have fallen into such a deep depression, everything is off. I've been depressed before, but never to the point where things dont matter. Like playing games, im not interested in anything. Music is slowly coming back, but i dont know what i want to listen to. When I hang out with people, I don't know what I even want to do anymore. IM at least hanging out with Brady a bit more (its only been 2ce but its still more) And Im seeing a old friend today, so I'm slowly trying to get my life back to normal, but I dont know what normal is.
I miss being gothic because it was a very laid out syle and i knew it, i was "smart" in that area, i knew what looked good and what I liked. But i fell out of it because I wasnt comfortable wearing the clothes or the makeup. But now that im just me.. or so to say im very.. lost, there are so many more choises and im used to black and pleather etc etc, chains..
I dont know what I want, and its hard. I feel as though im falling and i cant stop.
But i must go meet with my friend
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