Monday, July 28, 2008

Stolez

DO YOU SNORE? no
LOVER OR A FIGHTER? both, depends on the day, the mood, the weather, the happenings of the day and the monthly cycle
WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? Something happening to Dominic or Dez
AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER? had tons of lego but rarely did anything with it
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"? interesting but some thigns are a lot better
DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? Absolutely!pretty much everything, pencils, pens, nails... lol

WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? YES.
HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? What single life?
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? black
DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? used to
HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? not yet
ANY SECRET TALENTS? no?

WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? if it has a beach or a pool, with room service im cool ^^

HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI? yes
HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"? <3 love that movie
DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE? honestly not really, i do but at the very same time i dont
HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP? I'm too impatient to lick, I chew
CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS? Never tried, have you?
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE? no
ARE SPEEDO'S HOT? bleck

WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING? for food and survival? cool. For fun? not cool
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE? maybe, hopefully
DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? nope it sucks
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO? penicillin
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"? earlier today
IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE? didn't care that he ever was
DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS? not really
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? over easy
ARE BLONDES DUMB? no...
WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?the dryer eats it..
WHAT TIME IS IT? 1:18 pm
DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME? not really
IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING? after watching "supersize me", yes. While eating it, no
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR? yesterday
DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS? showers
IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL? maybe
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? no
WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO? computer maybe?
CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER? crunchy!
HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE? no
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY? ...2ce
IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE? epidurals good ^^
ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS? nope
HAVE YOU EVER HITCH HIKED? no
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? Brown
WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Today
DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE? sure??
WHOSE LIFE IS BETTER? what the
ARE YOU PSYCHIC? your dumb...
HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"? nope
DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS? nope
CAN YOU SKATEBOARD? used to be able too
DO YOU LIKE CAMPING? so far bad experiences but I want to liek it
DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH? yes but rarely
DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC? not sure
IS A DOG A MAN'S BEST FRIEND? no
YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE? no
CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK? no
DOES YOUR MOM KNOW YOU HAVE A MYSPACE? no
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? chips.. at like 11am
DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH? yes
DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW? yes.. Dezzy!! <3
WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL? most of them
DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE? nope, thank god
FAVORITE BAND AT THE MOMENT? not sure, Disturb's new cd rocks thought ^^ <3

Ya first post


Yay! Lets see howl ong I can keep this blog up for.. lol

Well for starters a cute picture of Dominic on his first birthday party!
We had forgotten our camera so we have to wait for other people to send up pictures. :(
Man he has grown so much, its insane. To think over a year ago he was inside me and like not here. He is so cute and he is teaching me so much.
<3



With me Im still trying to figure things out. I have fallen into such a deep depression, everything is off. I've been depressed before, but never to the point where things dont matter. Like playing games, im not interested in anything. Music is slowly coming back, but i dont know what i want to listen to. When I hang out with people, I don't know what I even want to do anymore. IM at least hanging out with Brady a bit more (its only been 2ce but its still more) And Im seeing a old friend today, so I'm slowly trying to get my life back to normal, but I dont know what normal is.
I miss being gothic because it was a very laid out syle and i knew it, i was "smart" in that area, i knew what looked good and what I liked. But i fell out of it because I wasnt comfortable wearing the clothes or the makeup. But now that im just me.. or so to say im very.. lost, there are so many more choises and im used to black and pleather etc etc, chains..
I dont know what I want, and its hard. I feel as though im falling and i cant stop.


But i must go meet with my friend