so the large hadron collider has been turned on .
For those who dont know what it does here ya go:
It is the world's largest and highest-energy particle accelerator, intended to collide opposing particle beams.. super super fast... and millions upon millions... when two hit,in theory it will re-create the big bang and the beginning of life.. One downfall, they have said there is no chance, but it could create a black hole and kill us all instantly...prolly painfully too, black holes don't sound nice.
The chances of that happening is barely even possible but for the sake of it happening by lucky chance, we would all die.. but they think we are safe...
this thing is huge its underground like 2/3 country's (a chunk from all) its massive..
Pictures of the machine:
http://life.angrysummit.com/large-hadron-collider-pics/
so yae thats eerie, but either way it has been officially turned on...
not dead yet...
YAY!
...
still here
..
YAY!
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
<3
A million faces, each a million lies
for each and all a chrome disguise
prompts for action, force reaction
embody promise in a sheen so pure.
Hurt, the measure of blind ambition,
the testament to your singular disease.
Against all wisdom you heed no warning,
your desires giving you away.
If I could change your mind,
I wouldn't save you from the path you wander.
In desperation dreams, any soul can set you free.
And I still hear you scream,
in every breath, in every single motion.
Burning innocence, the fire to set you free.
Your actions turn conquest to dust.
Importance of fate, you foolishly place trust.
Sense fear in your broken breathing.
Resort to shadows till your body expires.
All creation has the promise of heaven,
and still you travel the road to hell.
I'm saying nothing for the good of myself,
but I'm still talking and you're not listening.
If I could change your mind,
I wouldn't save you from the path you wander.
In desperation dreams, any soul can set you free.
And I still hear you scream,
in every breath, in every single motion.
Burning innocence, the fire to set you free.
As night descends upon the city,
the streets are cold, the lights go by.
And in the stories of the people,
a million faces, a million lies.
They'll never say they feel what you feel,
that they can see the world you see.
And in their faces, their expressions,
a million faces, a million lies.
vnv nation - Chrome
for each and all a chrome disguise
prompts for action, force reaction
embody promise in a sheen so pure.
Hurt, the measure of blind ambition,
the testament to your singular disease.
Against all wisdom you heed no warning,
your desires giving you away.
If I could change your mind,
I wouldn't save you from the path you wander.
In desperation dreams, any soul can set you free.
And I still hear you scream,
in every breath, in every single motion.
Burning innocence, the fire to set you free.
Your actions turn conquest to dust.
Importance of fate, you foolishly place trust.
Sense fear in your broken breathing.
Resort to shadows till your body expires.
All creation has the promise of heaven,
and still you travel the road to hell.
I'm saying nothing for the good of myself,
but I'm still talking and you're not listening.
If I could change your mind,
I wouldn't save you from the path you wander.
In desperation dreams, any soul can set you free.
And I still hear you scream,
in every breath, in every single motion.
Burning innocence, the fire to set you free.
As night descends upon the city,
the streets are cold, the lights go by.
And in the stories of the people,
a million faces, a million lies.
They'll never say they feel what you feel,
that they can see the world you see.
And in their faces, their expressions,
a million faces, a million lies.
vnv nation - Chrome
Monday, June 15, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
Drug Induced Fantasy
So I was doing really good there for a while, but my pessimistic attitude has returned, not sure why, but i guess i cant win the first time... I have to try and be more patient.
So Dominic had his first sleep in his toddler bed last night... He did awesome, went to sleep well, and when we checked on him later on he was so cute...
and in the morning I opened his door and he was laying in bed with many of his other toys... so it was cute, and im glad he stayed in bed... lol
lets see how long it lasts..
Currently addicted to, sims 3... its okay, a lot like sims 2 but th timing is much better... lol it doesnt take hours to go pee or eat :P
I cant wait for some expansions. I really want to get a legit copy of sims 3
^_^
Off to play sims!
So Dominic had his first sleep in his toddler bed last night... He did awesome, went to sleep well, and when we checked on him later on he was so cute...
and in the morning I opened his door and he was laying in bed with many of his other toys... so it was cute, and im glad he stayed in bed... lol
lets see how long it lasts..
Currently addicted to, sims 3... its okay, a lot like sims 2 but th timing is much better... lol it doesnt take hours to go pee or eat :P
I cant wait for some expansions. I really want to get a legit copy of sims 3
^_^
Off to play sims!
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
EXTREME HAPPINESS!
http://www.myspace.com/ayria
I get to see her on wed night! OMG!
and totally have an after party with her too me thinks!
Brady is buying my way in at walkers, Im so excited!!!!
I love her!!
Nin you should check her facebook, you may like her type of music?
EHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHE
i cant wait....
I get to see her on wed night! OMG!
and totally have an after party with her too me thinks!
Brady is buying my way in at walkers, Im so excited!!!!
I love her!!
Nin you should check her facebook, you may like her type of music?
EHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHE
i cant wait....
Friday, May 15, 2009
socks and such
The Bad
Went from fulltime to casual hours at work... all because they keep hiring too many "management positions" and then having to cut the rest of us down with no warning.
So im making next to no money from working.
So that makes me a bit angry.
My internet is funked. i dont know whats going on with mozilla but its annoying me. If my igoogle gadgets completely load it'll crash the internet.. if i send an email it instantly closes. Same as a msg in facebook. If i have more than one tab open..
arrg...><
no money for drinks at vortex =[
My hair is all uneven and needs a cut so badly.. Good news though, the pink is holding strong. =]
The Good
Going to the vortex tomorrow night (the sad: Dez prolly wont come cuz our babysitter had to cancel, but he may be hanging with chris at our place? still waiting on confirmation) So it'll just be me and brady and Nin + her sister maybe. Apparently only clean un marking shoes can be worn on the dance floor. (super clean no sand/rocks nothing) So sock dancing may be required. we'll see how well I can clean my boots.
I have an interview at Ardenes in centre mall tomorrow morning before work. Hope I can get full time hours there if im hired.
I love my psp. Its awesome. The games rock. So far we have Crisis core final fantasy 7, Final Fantasy 1 psp version, some war game for dez and ratchet and clank game. We wanna buy worms open warfare cuz it look awesome but we have to wait till we have spending cash again.
We also bought a hacked battery online with our new prepaid mastercard :P (the debit like ones that can go online from moneymart) so we will be abel to add a snes emulator plus more... hehe more final fantasy and mario! hehehehe
Random Thoughts
>I really want to get new body jewelery, maybe a stud again for my nose, a ball for my lip and some sort of new eyebrow ring. I need a change.
>man next month im going to be 21... its weird to think about. Last year i was freaking cuz i was turning 20, and that bugged me/overjoyed me more than turning 21, oh well. life goes on
>i need a new mouse for my comp too.. hmm...
> Doms been cute lately, horrible temper... but still cute. He loves playing outside. and he is getting better with staying close to us outside.
> Tysene and my mom have been in the back of my mind, ive been stuck in a rut trying to understand death, and i kno you really cant, especially without faith, so its just an annoying loop. I wish neither of them had to pass on, I miss them both very much.
Ive been getting more memories from my childhood (i had blocked most of my happy times out when my mom passed, wasnt ready to handle all of the mommy and me times i guess) and sometime they flood in and i cant stand it, its like the most intense pain is inside me and not physical but so painful and i just need to scream and cry and fall to the ground and never get up. and lucky for me they happen at the most convenient times, like at work... but ive been learning to handle them. Im also starting to enjoy some of the memories, they still hurt but i can smile sometimes now with the recurring ones.
>im sleepy... and its only 10 pm... I suck..
Goodnight
Went from fulltime to casual hours at work... all because they keep hiring too many "management positions" and then having to cut the rest of us down with no warning.
So im making next to no money from working.
So that makes me a bit angry.
My internet is funked. i dont know whats going on with mozilla but its annoying me. If my igoogle gadgets completely load it'll crash the internet.. if i send an email it instantly closes. Same as a msg in facebook. If i have more than one tab open..
arrg...><
no money for drinks at vortex =[
My hair is all uneven and needs a cut so badly.. Good news though, the pink is holding strong. =]
The Good
Going to the vortex tomorrow night (the sad: Dez prolly wont come cuz our babysitter had to cancel, but he may be hanging with chris at our place? still waiting on confirmation) So it'll just be me and brady and Nin + her sister maybe. Apparently only clean un marking shoes can be worn on the dance floor. (super clean no sand/rocks nothing) So sock dancing may be required. we'll see how well I can clean my boots.
I have an interview at Ardenes in centre mall tomorrow morning before work. Hope I can get full time hours there if im hired.
I love my psp. Its awesome. The games rock. So far we have Crisis core final fantasy 7, Final Fantasy 1 psp version, some war game for dez and ratchet and clank game. We wanna buy worms open warfare cuz it look awesome but we have to wait till we have spending cash again.
We also bought a hacked battery online with our new prepaid mastercard :P (the debit like ones that can go online from moneymart) so we will be abel to add a snes emulator plus more... hehe more final fantasy and mario! hehehehe
Random Thoughts
>I really want to get new body jewelery, maybe a stud again for my nose, a ball for my lip and some sort of new eyebrow ring. I need a change.
>man next month im going to be 21... its weird to think about. Last year i was freaking cuz i was turning 20, and that bugged me/overjoyed me more than turning 21, oh well. life goes on
>i need a new mouse for my comp too.. hmm...
> Doms been cute lately, horrible temper... but still cute. He loves playing outside. and he is getting better with staying close to us outside.
> Tysene and my mom have been in the back of my mind, ive been stuck in a rut trying to understand death, and i kno you really cant, especially without faith, so its just an annoying loop. I wish neither of them had to pass on, I miss them both very much.
Ive been getting more memories from my childhood (i had blocked most of my happy times out when my mom passed, wasnt ready to handle all of the mommy and me times i guess) and sometime they flood in and i cant stand it, its like the most intense pain is inside me and not physical but so painful and i just need to scream and cry and fall to the ground and never get up. and lucky for me they happen at the most convenient times, like at work... but ive been learning to handle them. Im also starting to enjoy some of the memories, they still hurt but i can smile sometimes now with the recurring ones.
>im sleepy... and its only 10 pm...
Goodnight
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