Not all that much to update, I have/had red hair, but it faded to orange, but im er-dyeing it soon. I have a photo shoot on monday, which im excited for, I cant wait to get back into modeling. I love and miss being in front of a camera.
My job is going okay, i liek the idea of the job, i love the cleanign rooms thing, but the managers and the lack of organization/communication is very annoying. Either way life goes on, and i get past it.
The other day at work i comepletly broke down, I was making a bed, and i started feeling flusterd and anxious. I started crying and freaking out, im not sure why really, just too much stress piled up and finally fell over.. i ended up punching a metal door before I had calmed down, I didnt get hurt, and im doing better. I went to the doctor and Im going to go to a councellor here soon, because all this stress in my life is starting to ruin me. Im tryign very hard to not do anythign stupid, and ive been doing good. I have been gettign snippy with Dez and he knows I dont mean it, and im trying really hard.
my body and brain is just tired of holding everything in, i just need to get it out.
what else is new, nothing else really
yea thats about it
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Hey, I hope you start feeling better soon, and that you can get in to talk to someone soon. Hugs!!
Me too, lol
but im working on it
I am here as a friend anytime : )
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